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Best IVF doctor!!!!!

Timeline

01/06 IUI #1 injections = BFN


04/06 IUI#2 injections = BFN


08/07 IVF #1 Lupron /Follistim ET 3 embies Aug = BFN


11/07 IVF #2 Lupron / Follistim / Menopur ET 4 embies (2 snowbabies) - 8/29/08 Its a girl! 8:14 am 8 lbs 10 oz 20 1/2 inches long = BFP


06/11 IVF #3 Lupron/follistim/menopur ET 4 embies - None made it to freeze = BFN


11/11 IVF#4 (FET) - Starting acupuncture again
11/28/11 (2) 5 day blasts snowbabies survived thaw & transferred
12/09/11 Beta #1 - (18.1) = BFP low but cautiously optimistic
12/12/11 Beta #2 - (14) = Losing the pregnancy
12/19/11 Miscarried at 5 weeks 5 days :(


2012
IVF #5 Next and FINAL attempt to grow our family We are out of money :(
2/17/12 Start all meds
2/29/12 Possible egg retrieval
3/3/12 Possible embryo transfer
3/14/12 Beta

Friday, December 9, 2011

Cheat report - Im officially in hcg HELL!!!

 I took HPT's. Here are the results. I have five first response tests, all come up with faint positives!!!! The last three are a little darker than the first two Which means I am pregnant! There is HCG in my system enough to register a positive on a test.

Now don't get too excited! here's the downer. I also took a digital hpt and it says " NOT PREGNANT"

What does this mean you ask? Well it could be one of two things.

(A) It could mean that I am pregnant and my hcg level is just too low to register a positive on a Digital test because they require a higher hcg level then regular tests. Trust me I want to go with this one!!!! I want to believe that I have another low beta and its a slow climber. If I was completely negative, there would be NO SECOND LINE. A faint line is still a line which equals a positve result:)

(B) The other thing that it could be is what they call a chemical pregnancy
Chemical pregnancy: Sometimes an early pregnancy is detected - followed by negative test results. A chemical pregnancy means implantation takes place (hCG is produced for a short time) followed by a miscarriage (generally, before any other pregnancy symptoms are detected).

Lets just pray for plan A:)

These tests are my last bit of hope. I am holding on to them with both hands. Praying for a low beta but a positive one! At least I still have hcg in my system:)


Its in God's hands, I have to let it go and give it to him. We are going to need a miracle today for sure. So please pray for us. I have been a complete and total nut case this entire week! Just ask my fertility sisters! I have all of the symptoms. I believe that I am pregnant! But there is nothing left for me to do but wait. Its going to be the longest 3-5 hours of my life! I went in this morning at 7:30 for my blood test. He usually calls back with the results anywhere from 11:00 am to 1:00 pm. I give him Luis's phone number because I can not hear Dr. Werlins voice if its bad news. I would rather hear it from Luis. So its either going to be a great day today or a crappy one!!! In either case I just wish it was over already!

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