Over before it started :(

Beta # 2 is 14!

Well unfortunately my worse case scenario came true. I have read about chemical pregnancy's but never thought it would happen to me. Well check that one off my list. I was told that I was pregnant just to be told today that I would be losing this pregnancy. Such a horrible time to have to go through this. I guess the only positive thing that I can think of is that at least I have an answer so I can move forward. We have one fresh cycle left which we will do right away. After that I am throwing in the towel. I can't deal with this anymore, not to mention the fact that we have no more money for any other procedures. Infertility sucks! For now I have an amazing beautiful daughter who at this moment is singing you'll be in my heart from Tarzan and holding my face in her hands. She is the best thing that has happen to me so I am going to focus all of my love on her.