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Timeline

01/06 IUI #1 injections = BFN


04/06 IUI#2 injections = BFN


08/07 IVF #1 Lupron /Follistim ET 3 embies Aug = BFN


11/07 IVF #2 Lupron / Follistim / Menopur ET 4 embies (2 snowbabies) - 8/29/08 Its a girl! 8:14 am 8 lbs 10 oz 20 1/2 inches long = BFP


06/11 IVF #3 Lupron/follistim/menopur ET 4 embies - None made it to freeze = BFN


11/11 IVF#4 (FET) - Starting acupuncture again
11/28/11 (2) 5 day blasts snowbabies survived thaw & transferred
12/09/11 Beta #1 - (18.1) = BFP low but cautiously optimistic
12/12/11 Beta #2 - (14) = Losing the pregnancy
12/19/11 Miscarried at 5 weeks 5 days :(


2012
IVF #5 Next and FINAL attempt to grow our family We are out of money :(
2/17/12 Start all meds
2/29/12 Possible egg retrieval
3/3/12 Possible embryo transfer
3/14/12 Beta

Sunday, April 15, 2012

Sad sad news we lost baby B

I am not going to post Friday's ultrasound video because its just too sad:( I had a bleeding scare last Saturday on Easter weekend. I also passed a huge clot:( the bleeding stopped and I thought for sure that everything was fine. Well Friday's ultrasound confirmed my worst fears. Baby B did not have a heartbeat and we lost him/her:( Dr. Werlin has put me on bed rest until further notice because I do have a bleed and he doesn't want it to irritate my uterus since baby A is doing great. We are completely devastated. Its been a really rough few days. I just want the hurt to go away so I can put all of my energy into focusing on Baby A. This has been a an exhausting and emotional roller coaster, and I want off! In the last four weeks we went from having one baby to having two babies, seeing both of their heartbeats, then losing one and going back to one baby. I just don't know how much more I can take:(

5 comments:

Jammie J. said...

Oh God, I'm so, so sorry. :( I know how much it hurts.
I'm praying for you guys. xo

Amy said...

I am so sorry for your loss. Yes, we are also seeing Dr. Werlin. Do you mind me asking who your OB is?

I hope bedrest is helping. Hang in there!

The Soler Tribe said...

My OB is at Kaiser. I guess I will be seeing Dr. Hong for the first appt this thursday then I will see a midwife for the remainder of the pregnancy since I am now only having one baby:( When is your due date?

The Soler Tribe said...

Thanks Jammie, we were completely blown away:( its been very hard:(

Amy said...

We are due November 29th.

Again, I'm so sorry for your loss. We've had four miscarriages and I know that the pain never goes away. I can always pick out the children who are the same age as our first should be now and it's very hard. I'm sure there are additional challenges in trying to stay strong for a continuing pregnancy while grieving a loss. I will be thinking of you.