I am not going to post Friday's ultrasound video because its just too sad:( I had a bleeding scare last Saturday on Easter weekend. I also passed a huge clot:( the bleeding stopped and I thought for sure that everything was fine. Well Friday's ultrasound confirmed my worst fears. Baby B did not have a heartbeat and we lost him/her:( Dr. Werlin has put me on bed rest until further notice because I do have a bleed and he doesn't want it to irritate my uterus since baby A is doing great. We are completely devastated. Its been a really rough few days. I just want the hurt to go away so I can put all of my energy into focusing on Baby A. This has been a an exhausting and emotional roller coaster, and I want off! In the last four weeks we went from having one baby to having two babies, seeing both of their heartbeats, then losing one and going back to one baby. I just don't know how much more I can take:(
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Oh God, I'm so, so sorry. :( I know how much it hurts.
I'm praying for you guys. xo
I am so sorry for your loss. Yes, we are also seeing Dr. Werlin. Do you mind me asking who your OB is?
I hope bedrest is helping. Hang in there!
My OB is at Kaiser. I guess I will be seeing Dr. Hong for the first appt this thursday then I will see a midwife for the remainder of the pregnancy since I am now only having one baby:( When is your due date?
Thanks Jammie, we were completely blown away:( its been very hard:(
We are due November 29th.
Again, I'm so sorry for your loss. We've had four miscarriages and I know that the pain never goes away. I can always pick out the children who are the same age as our first should be now and it's very hard. I'm sure there are additional challenges in trying to stay strong for a continuing pregnancy while grieving a loss. I will be thinking of you.
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